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No, honestly, it's not one of those "end-of-the-world" crap journals that pop up now and then. Tomorrow I've to go to the podiatrist (foot doctor) to get my feet checked out due to having diabetes. It's been driving my mind crazy all week to the point where it disturbed my sleep. Ever since I came out of hospital back in 2014, I've had a huge fear of hospitals. Stupid, I know... but nobody knows what I've been through except for at least 3 people. Even now I'm terrified that they'd find something wrong with my feet and force me to go back to hospital. I honestly can't take it. Last time I had to stay in hospital, I was there for 8 days and a few of those days I couldn't sleep. I was constantly on edge. If I'm not commenting, faving, posting journals, replying to shouts/notes/etc. then I'm in hospital. To those that ACTUALLY read my journals, pray for me because I compare every doctors' appointment to going to war. My mind will snap if I've to stay in hospital for several months. "Don't you have a laptop?" I hear you ask. No I don't. I've a desktop PC and my phone doesn't have skype on it. I'm gone beyond terrified during the week due to thinking about it and there's no point in telling me to forget about it because I can't forget about it! It's already torture on my mental state of mind and it will forever be so until tomorrow evening where I learn my fate. I hope I get to go home, I'll never be happy in a place that reminds me of a prison, not that I've ever committed any crimes in my life.

All I've to say right now is pray for me and wish me luck. God knows I'll need plenty of it.

Also I wished dA didn't get rid of the feelings tab under more options.
  • Listening to: Trail of Broken Hearts by Dragonforce
  • Reading: Brisingr
  • Watching: Dungeons and Dragons videos on Youtube
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
On New Year's Eve, don't wish me a happy new year. It sucked last year and it'll still suck this year. Same with Valentine's day, St. Patrick's Day, Easter, Halloween or Christmas. This Christmas to me was a huge insult since I had to buy most of my own presents.
Seems I'm gonna have to bring my computer into the shop again. A problem with my anti-virus linkscanner database needs an update but when I click "Fix Now" it fails. I hate it because I really can't fix it. I'll see you all this evening or tomorrow. Bye.
  • Listening to: Trail of Broken Hearts by Dragonforce
  • Reading: Brisingr
  • Watching: Dungeons and Dragons videos on Youtube
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
Not Christmas, at least not yet. Tomorrow I've to bring my computer into the shop so they can put a new anti-virus in for me. "Why don't you do it yourself?" I hear you ask. Because last time I messed around installing an anti-virus, I screwed up something. So what does this mean?

1. I'm no good at technical stuff.

2. I don't trust myself to install anything.

3. I'll be away for at least a day or 2 at the most.

I've had this anti-virus for a year. If you don't get any notes, comments, replies, etc. tomorrow then you know why. I'll see you all whenever I get back online.
  • Listening to: Trail of Broken Hearts by Dragonforce
  • Reading: Brisingr
  • Watching: Dungeons and Dragons videos on Youtube
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
No, honestly, it's not one of those "end-of-the-world" crap journals that pop up now and then. Tomorrow I've to go to the podiatrist (foot doctor) to get my feet checked out due to having diabetes. It's been driving my mind crazy all week to the point where it disturbed my sleep. Ever since I came out of hospital back in 2014, I've had a huge fear of hospitals. Stupid, I know... but nobody knows what I've been through except for at least 3 people. Even now I'm terrified that they'd find something wrong with my feet and force me to go back to hospital. I honestly can't take it. Last time I had to stay in hospital, I was there for 8 days and a few of those days I couldn't sleep. I was constantly on edge. If I'm not commenting, faving, posting journals, replying to shouts/notes/etc. then I'm in hospital. To those that ACTUALLY read my journals, pray for me because I compare every doctors' appointment to going to war. My mind will snap if I've to stay in hospital for several months. "Don't you have a laptop?" I hear you ask. No I don't. I've a desktop PC and my phone doesn't have skype on it. I'm gone beyond terrified during the week due to thinking about it and there's no point in telling me to forget about it because I can't forget about it! It's already torture on my mental state of mind and it will forever be so until tomorrow evening where I learn my fate. I hope I get to go home, I'll never be happy in a place that reminds me of a prison, not that I've ever committed any crimes in my life.

All I've to say right now is pray for me and wish me luck. God knows I'll need plenty of it.

Also I wished dA didn't get rid of the feelings tab under more options.
  • Listening to: Trail of Broken Hearts by Dragonforce
  • Reading: Brisingr
  • Watching: Dungeons and Dragons videos on Youtube
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max

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The-Celestial-Dragon
Stephen
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Ireland
:icondragoncryingplz: :icondragoncryingplz:

Where I used to have a heart
Feels like a mile wide ditch
I got a hole inside
The doctor just can't stitch
_ _ _ _

So drown your tears in me, my dear
As you drown, my dear, in me.
_ _ _ _

Warhammer is a part of my life, no matter what. I want to be remembered as a hero, even if I'm afraid of death.

Current Residence: County Waterford, Ireland
Favourite genre of music: Speed Metal
Favourite style of art: Fantasy
MP3 player of choice: iPod nano
Wallpaper of choice: Dragon hatchlings
Skin of choice: uh....Celestial White
Favourite cartoon character: Too hard to choose.(Got very little but they're all good)
Personal Quote: Shed no tears for me, for I don't deserve them.
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:iconabizaga:
Abizaga Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2016
Thanks so much for the fave! :D
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The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're very welcome. :XD:
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Abizaga Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2017
:D
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The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
:XD:
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tailsverdolaga8994 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hiii! thanks for the fave! :D

Merry Christmas, by the way! :hug:
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The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi. You're welcome. You too.
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MrTwerk Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks again.
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:iconthe-celestial-dragon:
The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome as always.
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:iconspy-dragon:
SPY-DRAGON Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2016
Thanks for the favorite even though I'm not drawing
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:iconthe-celestial-dragon:
The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome.
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SPY-DRAGON Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2016
I mean did not draw it my bad
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:iconthe-celestial-dragon:
The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
It's understandable.
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tailsverdolaga8994 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave, I hope you get your PC problem fixed soon ^^
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:iconthe-celestial-dragon:
The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome and I did.
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tailsverdolaga8994 Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Awesome! :D
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The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I know. ^v^
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animenyancat Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2016
Thanks for the faves :)
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:iconthe-celestial-dragon:
The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome. :D
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MrTwerk Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave.^^

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:iconthe-celestial-dragon:
The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome. ^v^
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MrTwerk Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave
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:iconthe-celestial-dragon:
The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome.
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:iconmrtwerk:
MrTwerk Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks again.
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:iconthe-celestial-dragon:
The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome yet again.
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MrTwerk Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave
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