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To anybody about to accuse me of believing in propaganda about the end of the world... read the rest of the journal before jumping to conclusions. Tomorrow I've an appointment with the podiatrist and every time I get a letter from the hospital, my fight or flight kicks it into high gear. About 4 weeks ago I went to the podiatrist and one of my toes was infected due to an ingrown toe nail. I got a section of the nail itself cut off and was put on antibiotics for 7 days as well as bathing it in salt water. Tomorrow I'm going to hospital for a check-up to see if it's getting better or not.

"What does it mean?" I hear you ask. It means that I might have to undergo a minor surgery to get it on the road to being healthy and also it could mean that I'll either be left home and go to my local doctor to get it dressed or I'll have to stay there for a long time(God forbid). I've had a huge fear of hospitals ever since 2014 and having to spend even a week in there would drive me insane.

Pray for me and wish me luck because I'll need every ounce of it.
  • Listening to: Brotherhood of Man by Motorhead
  • Reading: Brisingr
  • Watching: Airsoft videos on Youtube
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
Before anybody falsely accuses me of believing in propaganda about the end of the world, which one person did on another website 2 weeks ago, allow me to explain. 2 weeks ago I went to the podiatrist and one of my toes was infected due to an ingrown toe nail. I got a section of the nail itself cut off and was put on antibiotics for 7 days as well as bathing it in salt water. Tomorrow I'm going to hospital for a check-up to see if it's getting better or not.

"What does it mean?" I hear you ask. It means that I might have to undergo a minor surgery to get it on the road to being healthy and also it could mean that I'll either be left home and go to my local doctor to get it dressed or I'll have to stay there for a long time(God forbid). I've had a huge fear of hospitals ever since 2014 and having to spend even a week in there would drive me insane.

Pray for me and wish me luck because I'll need every ounce of it.
  • Listening to: Brotherhood of Man by Motorhead
  • Reading: Brisingr
  • Watching: Airsoft videos on Youtube
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
This is the first time I've ever spoken about PETA. Everybody has obviously heard of those so-called animal rights activists PETA? Well my fellow wargamers, prepare to be either shocked or laugh hysterically. They want Games Workshop Ltd. to stop sculpting fur onto their miniatures, from Leman Russ and Horus Lupercal to Chaos Warriors and the Sisters of Silence as well as every other miniature in their range that wears fur. Then goes on to say that fur has no place in 2017, let alone 40,000. I found it out on Facebook and all I can do is sigh and :iconfacepalmplz: over that mountain of stupidity.

Here's the info: spikeybits.com/2017/01/peta-bo…

Enough about those creeps and down to my hatred for next Monday... I've a check up next Monday with the hospital's Podiatrist. The place makes me want to run non-stop due to fear. So, please pray for me and wish me luck.
  • Listening to: Brotherhood of Man by Motorhead
  • Reading: Brisingr
  • Watching: Dungeons and Dragons videos on Youtube
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
No, honestly, it's not one of those "end-of-the-world" crap journals that pop up now and then. Tomorrow I've to go to the podiatrist (foot doctor) to get my feet checked out due to having diabetes. It's been driving my mind crazy all week to the point where it disturbed my sleep. Ever since I came out of hospital back in 2014, I've had a huge fear of hospitals. Stupid, I know... but nobody knows what I've been through except for at least 3 people. Even now I'm terrified that they'd find something wrong with my feet and force me to go back to hospital. I honestly can't take it. Last time I had to stay in hospital, I was there for 8 days and a few of those days I couldn't sleep. I was constantly on edge. If I'm not commenting, faving, posting journals, replying to shouts/notes/etc. then I'm in hospital. To those that ACTUALLY read my journals, pray for me because I compare every doctors' appointment to going to war. My mind will snap if I've to stay in hospital for several months. "Don't you have a laptop?" I hear you ask. No I don't. I've a desktop PC and my phone doesn't have skype on it. I'm gone beyond terrified during the week due to thinking about it and there's no point in telling me to forget about it because I can't forget about it! It's already torture on my mental state of mind and it will forever be so until tomorrow evening where I learn my fate. I hope I get to go home, I'll never be happy in a place that reminds me of a prison, not that I've ever committed any crimes in my life.

All I've to say right now is pray for me and wish me luck. God knows I'll need plenty of it.

Also I wished dA didn't get rid of the feelings tab under more options.
  • Listening to: Trail of Broken Hearts by Dragonforce
  • Reading: Brisingr
  • Watching: Dungeons and Dragons videos on Youtube
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
To anybody about to accuse me of believing in propaganda about the end of the world... read the rest of the journal before jumping to conclusions. Tomorrow I've an appointment with the podiatrist and every time I get a letter from the hospital, my fight or flight kicks it into high gear. About 4 weeks ago I went to the podiatrist and one of my toes was infected due to an ingrown toe nail. I got a section of the nail itself cut off and was put on antibiotics for 7 days as well as bathing it in salt water. Tomorrow I'm going to hospital for a check-up to see if it's getting better or not.

"What does it mean?" I hear you ask. It means that I might have to undergo a minor surgery to get it on the road to being healthy and also it could mean that I'll either be left home and go to my local doctor to get it dressed or I'll have to stay there for a long time(God forbid). I've had a huge fear of hospitals ever since 2014 and having to spend even a week in there would drive me insane.

Pray for me and wish me luck because I'll need every ounce of it.
  • Listening to: Brotherhood of Man by Motorhead
  • Reading: Brisingr
  • Watching: Airsoft videos on Youtube
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max

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The-Celestial-Dragon
Stephen
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Ireland
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Where I used to have a heart
Feels like a mile wide ditch
I got a hole inside
The doctor just can't stitch
_ _ _ _

So drown your tears in me, my dear
As you drown, my dear, in me.
_ _ _ _

Warhammer is a part of my life, no matter what. I want to be remembered as a hero, even if I'm afraid of death.

Current Residence: County Waterford, Ireland
Favourite genre of music: Speed Metal
Favourite style of art: Fantasy
MP3 player of choice: iPod nano
Wallpaper of choice: Dragon hatchlings
Skin of choice: uh....Celestial White
Favourite cartoon character: Too hard to choose.(Got very little but they're all good)
Personal Quote: Shed no tears for me, for I don't deserve them.
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MrTwerk Featured By Owner 7 hours ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave

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You're welcome.
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Abizaga Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2016
Thanks so much for the fave! :D
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You're very welcome. :XD:
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Abizaga Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2017
:D
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:XD:
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tailsverdolaga8994 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hiii! thanks for the fave! :D

Merry Christmas, by the way! :hug:
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The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi. You're welcome. You too.
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MrTwerk Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks again.
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The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome as always.
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SPY-DRAGON Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2016
Thanks for the favorite even though I'm not drawing
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You're welcome.
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SPY-DRAGON Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2016
I mean did not draw it my bad
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The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
It's understandable.
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tailsverdolaga8994 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave, I hope you get your PC problem fixed soon ^^
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The-Celestial-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome and I did.
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tailsverdolaga8994 Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Awesome! :D
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I know. ^v^
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Thanks for the faves :)
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You're welcome. :D
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Thanks for the fave.^^

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You're welcome. ^v^
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Thanks for the fave
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You're welcome.
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MrTwerk Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks again.
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