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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
  • Apr 7, 1989
  • Ireland
  • Deviant for 16 years
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My Bio

An Irish guy with type 1 diabetes who has a love for D&D, Warhammer and video games. I've a lot of regrets in my life but the one that haunts me is missing my old friends that I used to talk to. Sadly because of what I've done, I'll never be able to talk to them any longer. So much time has passed by that at this stage they've forgotten about me completely. If any of them are still around here, which is very slim, and for what it's worth, I'm sincerely sorry for all I've done, the damage I've caused, and the friendships I've lost.

- - - -

Where I used to have a heart

Feels like a mile wide ditch

I got a hole inside

The doctor just can't stitch

_ _ _ _


So drown your tears in me, my dear

As you drown, my dear, in me.

_ _ _ _


Warhammer is a part of my life, no matter what. I want to be remembered.


Current Residence: County Waterford, Ireland

Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal

Favourite style of art: Fantasy, post-apocalyptic, anime

Wallpaper of choice: Dragon hatchlings

Skin of Choice: Dragon Scales

Favourite cartoon character: Too hard to choose.(Got very little but they're all good)

Personal Quote: Shed no tears for me, for I don't deserve them.


Favourite Visual Artist
Anime and 3D artists
Favourite Movies
Final Fantasy Advent Children, The Lord of the Rings trilogy, Star Wars (Not the garbage Disney Star Wars)
Favourite TV Shows
Ghost Adventures, A Haunting, The Walking Dead, These Woods Are Haunted
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Dragonforce, Manowar and a few others.
Favourite Books
Fantasy, Sci-fi
Favourite Games
Warhammer 40,000, Spyro, Sonic, The Elder Scrolls, Fallout, etc.
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2, PS3, PS4, Xbox360 and PC.
Tools of the Trade
My mind.
Well it's my birthday again and it's not a fucking happy one! It's worse than last year because, in case people missed the journal back in December, my godmother passed away on December 8th from Leukemia. I always enjoyed her gifts on my birthday and at Christmas and her presence no matter where we were because she cared about me more than my own mother. Shocking I know but 100% true. My family and relatives still don't really care let alone understand me due to having Asperger's Syndrome. Here's to another year where I still wish I was never born let alone existed. If my godmother was alive and well she would eat their heads off, that's how much she cared about me. Even now I'm feeling lonely and forgotten about with 60 months (give or take). I know I should be used to it but I'm unable to do so.
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After the tragic passing of my godmother earlier this month I just can't be happy for Christmas anymore. Time heals all wounds says everyone but it leaves behind scars. This scar is deeper than any I've been dealt before. I'll at least try to enjoy the holidays but it'll be very difficult to do so. I thought 2021 would've killed me mentally but 2023 destroyed me both mentally and emotionally. I highly doubt that I'll ever be the same again. I'll try to carry on for my godmother's sake but for the most part I'll be alone in doing so. Enjoy your Christmas everyone but for me this Christmas and every other Christmas from now on will be darker than darkness itself. Every mother's day, birthday and Christmas from now on I've one less present to give and one less to receive (for birthdays and Christmases) and it hurts me deeply.
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My godmother's cremation was yesterday and to say I was crying is an understatement... I was inconsolable. Even now I'm crying. For the past few days I couldn't sleep properly, couldn't eat much, couldn't stop crying, or even smile. Her loss has broken me beyond all reason. She was fun-loving, caring and selfless and thought of those she loved without fail. All the fun is gone forever as she was the only one who understood me more than my own mother. The chosen songs made me break down big time but the last one called "Jealous of the Angels" by Donna Taggart... the lyrics to the song hit me like a convoy of 18-wheelers without brakes. I know she's no longer in pain or suffering but I know I'm selfish for saying that I wished she beaten Leukemia and was still alive. I knew her all my life but the past 16 months. She never complained about fighting her illness. People say God is merciful but at this stage for me he seems sadistic but that's the pain talking. Right now I
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